Hah! Thanks John. You're probably the oooooooonly person who doesn't think I'm crazy. And sometimes you do. At least you have before back in my timeline, but you never seemed to mean it in a bad way.

If you want examples I can give you some, of my crazy violent behavior, though I'll warn you I have explanations for all of them!

But that thing about Gamzee, that's way different. I mean yeah, that's the kind of thing that Moirails are supposed to stop. But Gamzee's been on fucking sopor slime his whole life! No one could have predicted he'd go off the wall if he went off of it. Maybe we should have guessed. Gamzee's a highblood, the higher your blood the more violent you usually are.

No way you should have known that though. And, ugh! That's not even the point! I can't say whether you would have been able to stop him or not, if you'd tried talking to him. I don't really know how well you got along. But I know how well we get along. I know that I feel comfortable talking to you.

I think maybe if I'd talked to you before I killed Tavros, I might not have done it. I might have let him live, even if he was one big disappointy disappointment after another.

I... [And here she pauses a moment..] You make me want to be a better person.

[She glances down then, at the ground, not sure what to say anymore.]